today is my second to last, last day of classes.

I don't know if the title makes sense to you but it does to me. Only one more semester of class after today. It continues to blow my mind that I have been in college for 4 and 1/2 years. What have I been doing this whole time?!?! I desperately need out.

The longer I stay in Provo the more crazy I become. For the past week I have found myself obsessing over something that I have no control over...and to make it worse---i don't know if it is something I want. But my behavior could have shown a blind person that I was just dying to have this thing. Sorry, that was inappropriate. But really, Mom, you should start worrying about your baby. I may or may not be going crazy.

That is all.